Flashback

I trust you
Even though I shouldn’t
In the dark
I deserve the sun

Every part of me
Still sees the replays
The beginning of the end
Of a love

I swear I would hide
Among the rays of the North Pole
Or between the skyscrapers in Shanghai
Right there where you could never
Come back to me again

Go far away
Far from the emptiness
To find another version of me

I see who I was again
I hear the noise again
Of those endless weekends

And an umbrella covers me while
The memory of us pours down on me
Just the two of us

Now that we are lights turned off
You come back in my flashbacks

Go far away
Burn the photos
Where I’m next to you

I see who I was again
I hear the last thunder
Of those endless weekends

Of you, I have almost nothing left
Only violent caresses, imprinted on my skin
Now you return in my mind
To me
Who doesn’t even know what resentment is
I realised that myself

I feel those blows and the pain
Only in my flashbacks
Only in my flashbacks

Go far away
Start again from after
From when I’ve become someone else now

And I love who I am
But the noise remains
Of those endless weekends

So many lies told slowly
And so many promises
Come back to mind

Now that we are lights turned off
You return in my flashbacks

I love who I am
But the noise remains
When you come back in my flashbacks